.. SOME PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCES .. _ (__) ---------------------------- (__) _ |_| || on LSD 25 and Psilocybin || |_| || ------------------------ || by sunshine in 2009/02 In this file here i wanna share some (parts) of my psychedelic experiences which i had on LSD 25 and psilocybin mushrooms ( stropharia cubensis f.e.) also known as "acid" and "magic mushrooms". I was also inspired to write this file by reading a few LSD 25 experience textfiles which where a funny and very good read of course. I dont write this file to drive you to take any kind of psychedelic drug. Though i was inspired to try psychedelic drugs by the book of Albert Hofmann "LSD My Problem Child" which is a very good read because Albert looked at LSD 25 with serious eyes but without to forget the beauty of this spritual drug. Albert H. was the one who discovered LSD 25 by chance - he died in the year 2008. ( RIP ) His discovery was also his first trip which is also included in his book of course. The trips inside of the book are very worth to read, really, they are very impressive. To have a good trip on psychedelic drugs a good set and setting is very important. This means you need to feel very good and you need a good place, for example nature or your living room with your favourite music , to have a good experience. Dont use LSD 25 for fun at a party or something like that because the experience is very strong and you are on LSD 25 for 8 - 10 hours or more - you should keep this in your mind. When you trip it is good to have natural things in your near like tea, water, fruits and natural drinks. Telephone and such things should be turned off because it could ruin your trip. Mexican mushrooms have the same effects like LSD 25 but not that strong and the trip happens 4 - 6 hours only. Though it is a deep experience with mexican mushrooms. The main ingredient in mexican mushrooms is the so called psilocybin. And you can also have some problems like qualm in your stomach. A normal dosage of mexican mushrooms is 2,5 gram which is a good dosage for a good trip. But you will also have a trip on 1 gram of course but it will not be that long and that strong. A normal dosage of LSD 25 is 250 microgram but here also 100 - 150 microgram will show its effect but not that strong and that long. A higher dosage for mexican mushrooms is 5 gram and for LSD 500 microgram. I would not recommend to go over that dosage. When mushrooms are like a nice journey in a boat on a nice see in a park then LSD is like a ride in a fast UFO in space or something like that. LSD 25 ------ So here comes my first experience on LSD 25. I was 20 years old and a natty girl gave me the LSD 25 trip on a little piece of paper. It was a jubilee trip paper - a so called "Hofmann 2000". I dont know how big the dosage was on that paper. The whole day before i had a nice day with a friend of mine and we were enjoying the sunshine and the nature while talking about some stuff. And it was a really nice day. I took the LSD 25 in the morning of the next day. At first nothing happened and then i thought i saw the first signs of the LSD 25 and i thought "Ah, this is LSD.". But at this moment the trip had not even begun and was on its way to come. So i was laying on my bed and thought i was feeling it already. I mean i did but just a very little bit. I had my headphones on my head and listened to a very nice psychedelic trance CD which a friend of mine had gave to me. And then i realised the first signs of LSD. The music began to feel plastic - i felt the tones of the music. The music rushed through my whole body and through my whole mind - it felt like as if i was the music, i melted with the music and we connected together like salt connects to water. I touched the structures of the music and it just felt great. But while time was passing the trip became stronger and stronger and when i tried to stand up from my bed i couldnt. I felt back again because it came so strong but not in a bad way - it was a great feeling but really so strong that i hadnt expect it that way. After 2 hours or something like that there was the time when LSD really came in. The funny thing was that some tracks of the music CD were just about the same stuff what i had taken some hours ago. And when i heard in one track of the psychedelic trance CD a voice which said "IT OPENS DOORS" - i knew what the guy was talking about. But what do you expect from a psychedelic trance CD heh? ;-D When i went into the bathroom and i looked to the ground i saw that the ground was full of pattern which moved and floated inside of each other and in every moment in a different way. It looked like a persian carpet or something like that with moving patterns of course. The patterns had the color of the floor. The time in the bath was as if it stands still as if there was no time but only eternity - i never felt this before but it was ok to feel that. Back in my room i layed myself down on my bed again to listen to the music because it felt so great to touch and feel it. My mind was wide open. When i touched my fingers there was a little electric field on them and it felt great to touch the fingertips - it really felt electric but not like normal electric it was more like psychedelic electric - it was a soft but strong energy. When i looked at my walls i saw also these psychedelic patterns. It was a woodchip wallpaper and the patterns were formed out of these patterns. It looked just beautyfull and i saw the rainbow colors on the little patterns of the wallpaper. The psychedelic patterns on the wall moved very fast but again they melted and floated together very soft and every moment was a moment of a new pattern. It all looked aesthetic too like the ground before but a bit softer from the patterns. The patterns on the ground and on the wall all looked symmetric like a moving kaleidoscope. When i was laying on my bed and the trip was very strong i felt like i was laying on a shooting star which is flying with me up into the sky with lightspeed and it was so fast of course but it felt great and strong together. When i moved my hand before my eyes then it was a visual choppy movement and i could see my arm a few times when i moved it around. The hours passed by and i came down and i was a bit sad because the trip was so good and i knew it is over now. The sun was shining outside and i was listening to classic music like i had read it in the book of A. Hofmann - they used classic music in one of their trips and i was inspired to listen to it by them. I was coming down and this music was a good one for coming down. The time was 12 oclock midday and i had a trip of nearly 10 hours. But it was a good trip. This trip was an inspiration. Also from an art point of view. After the trip i swapped my food what i had with another guy for some normal bread to eat something natural and it tasted great. I felt a bit weak after the trip and i also felt very alone which was a bad feeling, really. But then a friend of mine came and i thanked him that he came to visit me and i told him that i was on LSD 25 the whole day before. The day after i felt a bit unsettled because of the strong LSD 25 trip the day before and i knew i had changed but also i felt really great some time later of that day. psilocybin #1 ------------- I was at home when i made this trip on mexican mushrooms. I used the recipe to make the mushrooms like the business man did it back in 1530 , like mentioned in the book "LSD my problem child" , in their rituals when they came back from their business journey and on their travel they had eaten the mushrooms and after their trips they told each other what they saw and had experienced. So i used milk, chocolate and 2,5 gram of mexican mushrooms. I heated the milk and when it was hot i gave a whole bar of chocolate to it and then i mixed it that the chocolate melted and then it was fine hot chocolate. The mushrooms can taste very bitter and i think because of this chocolate with honey was used by them. Then i gave the cutted 2,5 gram mexican mushrooms into that drink and went form the kitched into my room. My mother was also at home and it was the early night when i did it. But my mother didnt noticed anything when i made the drink in her kitchen. Yeah i was also very careful. So i waited a while that the mushrooms will give away all their good active agent to the drink. Then i drunk the whole can and waited for the coming effects. I was listening to a psychedelic CD from "spectral" and the name of their album was "diffuse" - it was a very good one with elements from other cultures like africa. I enjoyed the pattern of the music and it felt great. Thanks to spectral for their album "spectral - diffuse". I was laying on my bed and just enjoyed the joy what the music was giving to me. I felt the music in my brain and in my body. It was like food for your ears and the music was wide opened and the tones in it you could see with your ear and the tones touched you - you could feel them very softly and sensitive. When i turned off the music i listened to the nature sounds which came through the window. I was listening to the birds outside. And i closed my eyes. And when i heared them i saw their voices and their chirping in my mind and i saw visuals in my brain and my mind of what came in into my ears. It was as if i was swimming through their voices and through their sounds. I felt and saw what they were singing. It was great. I saw lots of colorfull pattern, going through my mind - a pleasure. I also was listening to the wind and that was the best part of the trip. The wind was wafting through the leaves of the tree. You know the sounds which you hear when wind is wafting through the leaves, it is rustling - but not anylonger. The leaves sounded like little bells, and i mean real bells. And they played a melody - a wonderfull symphony. There was not one sound which was not in harmony with all the others. No. All leaves on that tree played a wonderfull melody with every single whiff of the wind together - everything was in harmony. This was awesome. Yeah and some time later sadly the trip was over. But even weeks and months after that trip when i heared the birds they sounded different and i was remembering this beautyfull trip. psilocybin #2 ------------- Not much to say here but on that trip i was eating a few of the mushrooms from hawaii which also include psilocybin but they are lots of more strong than the ones from mexico though they are much smaller and you have to eat only a few to get a good trip. One gram here is like 2,5 gram from the mexican ones. Because it was only a small dosage the trip was not that long but i was on the beach camping with some friends and i just listened to the sounds of the waves of the ocean. I layed in our tent while i was tripping, the other people were exploring the city. The sound of the ocean was so big and the waves played some sounds and every tone in the ocean melted together to one great orchestra but an enormous and powerfull orchestra that on some points of the trip it was hard to hear that because you became an awe-inspiring feeling which i didnt had before. The ocean played a melody but with enormous sounds of waves and every tones sounded so enormous and now think about how huga a beach is and how many waves there are on the beach when you look from left to right. Now all what you would see was in my case an orchestra in that dimension so it was huge and there were so many sounds, i never heared so many sounds in such a way. It was really enormous to hear. You had the whole spectrum of sounds in your ear. Imagine just a part of the ocean - a part from what you can hear the waves and the sounds of the ocean - so a few hundred meters long and many meters deep (into the ocean ) like a quadrat or better an oblong. Now imagine this oblong is full of enourmous sounds, probably thousends of sounds and you all hear them as one enormous powerfull melody in your ears. So it felt to me - it was a very strong experience. I think because the ocean is very strong so the tones on that little but impressive journey sounded strong too - so i heard the truth about the ocean in a melody about how strong the ocean is. psilocybin #3 ------------- On that trip i was camping with some friends in a forest. It was a very nice place to trip because all around there was only nature and forest. At home, before we started the journey to that place, i was mixing my mushroom drink. I used chocolate, hot milk and the mushrooms and put it all together in one bottle of glass. Before it was all in a pot of course and was heated that the chocolate was melting and that the mushrooms gave away their active agents. The mushrooms were fresh harvested from an own breeding in a grow box. They were very fresh and because of this very strong. I let them for hours into that bottle before i was drinking some of it. I used 2,5 - 3 gram for that mixture - homegrown mexican mushrooms - Stropharia Cubensis. When we were celebrating in the forest to some good music, drinks and food i was drinking some of the chocolate with mushrooms. And because the mushrooms were in that bottle for many hours it was very strong, and also because the mushrooms were fresh harvested but dry already. I mean, i just drunk from that bottle, i did not eat one from the mushrooms inside or parts of them i was just drinking it and also not much. And i am happy about this because it came really strong. Some time later the trip began. I saw the nature and the plants around me but they didnt looked normal - they looked like energy. And i knew it was all energy what i saw. The plants were pure energy which came out of the ground of the earth - and it was all one big field of energy. Then i saw a little girl from a woman who was also there and when i saw her i saw light which came out of her and it was the light of life itself - it was as if i can see heaven and it was a part of heaven which i saw. She was a little child and above her there was pure blessing and light. I saw the flame of life in her and the meaning of life - this was so beautyfull. I knew she was a creation from God. But i also had some other impressions which were not always that good. For example one friend of mine sadly looked demonic or a bit like a demon but another guys face looked aestethic, symmetric and nice. The table on which we were sitting looked barbarian like a shamble - because of all that i was leaving the table and also because i couldnt eat and i had no hunger. The feeling on the trip with all the people was great, it was life itself what i felt and saw. People celebrating in peace and harmony. --- So these were some of my psychedelic experiences. I thank GOD for giving us such great plants like mexican mushrooms to experience something which is indeed great. Sadly some stupid people try to forbid these plants because these evil pigs think they are "god" - but of course they are not. Be always very carefully that they dont get you with this stuff - i mean people are hunting people for owning plants - what a stupid bullshit. A psychedelic experience is a serious journey and should be planned carefully if someone makes the decision to try or do it. Because it can also be dangerous if someone who tries it has a weak mindset or some problems in his life - but on the other side such an experience can help to understand problems and yourself. But dont get lost people in the drug culture. I think it is not wrong to try a psychedelic experience but there is a difference between being high all day and to make such a journey a few times a year or one time a year or something like that. I think lesser is more in that case. It is the same with cannabis / ganja ( THC Delta 9 ): dont get high all the time. If you wanna use ganja then use it a few times a year or one time a month or something like that or make your experiences and then stop it forever - you can get lost. Thanks for reading that textfile. God & Jesus may bless you. -- sunshine \ 2009/02 (EOF)