Penectomy author unknown ***** My heart was still pounding as I stood by the mail box reading for the third time the letter postmarked two days ago from a fashionable London suburb. My mind went back to a month ago when I answered an ad in an underground adult newspaper. The ad had read: "CASTRATION - Do you need it, or know someone who does? Do you fantasize or obsess about undergoing castration at the hands of a slim, attractive female, or the erotic knowledge that your ability to masturbate or fornicate has been ended forever? I may be able to help. Send detailed letter outlining your needs. Reply to Dr Tamara H., Box 23378, Sussex East, London 2E426." The letter in my hands said..... "I read your letter with great interest. Your pleas for release from uncontrallable sexual urges to masturbate up to 12 times per day were especially touching. I have concluded that you are an excellent candidate for castration and if you agree to the conditions outlined below, I will accept you as my patient. No money will change hands, the only expense will be your round trip airfare. To you undergoing castration is the ultimate realization of a life long sexual fantasy. To me it symbolicly represents what I will do to my unfaithful bastard of an ex-husband when I get my hands on him. Rest assured I am a medical doctor and board certified surgeon. I have a well equipped surgery in my country home where I have castrated 6 males in the last 3 years. You will be number seven. Your castration will be MORE than complete (penis, testicles, and prostate gland removed with all nerves to the bladder muscles permanently severed) will be done in two parts. During our first meeting your entire penis will be removed. The exact medical name for this surgical procedure is: Total Penectomy, wherein all penile structures and muscles, both internal as well as external are removed. Your urethral opening will then be formed into a simple hole just above the scrotum where your penis used to be. You will be my house guest for the 10 day recuperation period required following your operation. During that time your only task will be to orally satisfy either myself or any of my female friends who will be visiting. After at least two years, during our second meeting I will remove your testicles, scrotal sac and prostate gland thus completing your sexual 'execution'. In the time following your first Penectomy you will live a tortured life of constant sexual arousal without any possible relief. Also, since the muscles in your penis which controlled urination are no longer there and bladder muscle nerves severed, you will be incontinent and forced to wear nappies (diapers to you Yanks) and waterproof pants 24 hours a day for the rest of your life. In order to make your new life of uncontrolled wetting more hygenic I will eliminate all of your genital hair. (You will thank me for this kindness at each diaper change for years to come). I am certain that after two years of sexual torture without any possible relief (you will beg me to remove your testicles and mercifully end the production of male hormones causing your sexual frustration. Though I will not be merciful enough to give my ex-husband the second operation, I bear you no ill will. You may beg me to "finish you off" after a minimum of two years. As you can see, I do this to satisfy my own needs, not yours, though your needs will also be fulfilled as a result. If you agree to my terms, sign and return the enclosed medical release. (It simply says I have advised you that the listed surgeries are medically unnecessary and are being performed only at your request). I will expect you to arrive London one fortnight from today, 15 May, 1992 on British Air flight 11 arriving Heathrow at 6:10PM. After clearing customs, look for a chauffer in the terminal holding a sign bearing your name. He will retrieve your luggage and bring you to my car where we can get acquainted during the one hour drive to my country home. Most Sincerely, (signed) Tamara H" FIN