CHAPTER 1 The dance was over, and Juliann held Mike's hand as they walked across the parking lot to his car. Opening the door for her,Mike took the time to admire the swell of her breasts beneath her sweater and the tightness of her rear as the material of her jeans stretched across them when she climbed into the front seat. Walking around to his side of the car, he thought that tonight he was going to go for more than a couple of deep kisses in the car as they parked in her driveway. While her kisses were thrilling, things always ended too soon. Juliann watched Mike climb into the car beside her. Thinking that he was a really great looking guy, she found herself considering thoughts that she never thought she was capable of. Looking at him she wondered if they would ever be able to do more than kiss for a few minutes in the driveway. She had always kissed guys that she went out with, and never thought that it was a big deal. It was different with Mike. She had at first resisted his tongue when he had tried to put it into her mouth. She had always felt that the act of letting a boy (man?) put his tongue into her mouth was too much like letting him put something else somewhere else. He persevered, and finally she opened her teeth and admitted him into her mouth. The movement of their lips together with the playful- ness of his tongue as he touched her teeth and tongue made kissing more thrilling than it had ever been before. As they kissed, she felt a shortness of breath that was only partially due to lack of air. Her heart began to beat harder and she felt a weakness in the pit of her stomach that while not unpleasant, was a little frightening in its in- tensity. The longer that they kissed, the harder her heart beat and the more the weakness grew. Instinctively she knew that she would have to limit these types of kisses - because they were too thrilling and she was truly fearful of where they might lead. Driving along, each lost in their own thoughts, neither one suspected that they were so close in their thinking. Mike wanted to to show Juliann how wonderful loving someone could be, but he somehow knew that she was a virgin. Fearful of hurting her he vowed that he would proceed slowly. For her part, Juliann was fearful of going too far; but at the same time she craved his kisses and the thrill that they gave her. She even admitted to herself that she was very curious about the feelings his kisses caused and how they could be made nicer and more intense. As he turned the car onto her street she put her hand on his arm and said, "It's still pretty early, Mike. Why don't we go for a ride before you take me home ?" "Any special place you want to go," he asked. "No," she said. "Just anywhere that we can be alone for a little while. The dance was so crowded that I feel like I haven't really been with you hardly at all." Driving past her house, and hoping that noone there had seen them drive by, Mike was a little surprised when Juliann stayed sitting next to him as they drove. Instead of sitting close to the door she stayed close enough that he could feel her thigh against his own. Figuring "nothing ventured, nothing gained" he took his right hand off the wheel and put it around her shoulders. While she stiffened reflexively at his touch, she forced herself to relax and finally laid her head on his shoulder. She was close enough to smell the scent from his hair tonic and to feel the hardness of his chest and shoulder. Somewhat to her surprise, the weakness in the pit of her stomach that she always felt when they kissed started up and grew as they drove. Her heart was beginning to beat so hard that she was certain that he could hear it. While it seemed that he was driving aimlessly, in fact Mike was headed for the edge of town where there was a sort of "Lovers' Lane" that all the kids went to after a dance. Dimming his headlights as he drove up, Mike parked the car far enough from everyone else so as to have privacy, but close enough that there was a mutual protection among the occupants of the various cars. Turning the car off, but leaving the radio running, Mike turned to Juliann and held her with both arms in a strong, but tender, embrace. All the way on the drive out, Juliann was - in a corner of her mind - analyzing the feelings that she was experiencing. The pounding of her heart and the weakness that she felt were getting stronger each minute. As her heart beat so fast that she thought it would burst, she noticed that her breath was getting really shallow and faster. While she wasn't panting, she was definitely breathing in something other than a normal manner. These manifestations really didn't concern her very much. After all, one of Mike's great kisses would start this happening. What WAS a little disconcerting was first that they had not even started kiss- ing yet ! Even more troublesome was the growing ache that she felt in her breasts and "down there." All of a sudden, her bra felt like it was too tight, and her nipples were actually pressing against the fabric so hard that, look- ing down, she could see them outlined on her sweater front. As for the feeling "down there," her hips were jerking in an uncontrolled man- ner that was somehow scary and exciting at the same time. Only a part of her mind was occupied with analyzing the feelings that were surging through her. The rest of her mind was only con- cerned with a pleasurable enjoyment of what was happening to her. She knew that she was impatient for Mike to begin kissing her. She wanted Mike's kisses, his lips on hers, and his tongue probing her mouth more than she had ever wanted anything else in her life. As he parked the car and took her in his arms she knew that this was making her happier than she had ever thought possible. ~ As Mike held her in his arms, she moved her arms aroud his neck, and her hands joined and began to massage this hair. Turning her face towards his, she sighed with pleasure as she felt his lips touch hers. Opening her mouth, she felt his tongue enter and begin its sparring with her tongue. Tonight something drove her to push her tongue into his mouth and explore with the tip all the way to the back of his throat. Sighing deep in her throat, she felt the tension spread outward from he belly to her breasts and downward between her thighs. Her breasts were pressed against his chest, and she found that by moving against him, the friction between her nipples and her bra heightened the feelings of excitement that she was feeling. Her whole body seemed to be gripped by a deep and overpowering anticipation. Part of her excitement she knew was fear of the strange feelings that she was experiencing. The rest was an almost uncontrollable need that had taken her over and was centered in her suddenly aching breasts and "down there." Moving her thighs together, she felt a dampness between her legs. Squeezing her thighs together seemed to make the yearning grow. Uncon- sciously she squeezed her thighs together, and that caused them to start a rhythmic motion of their own. Suddenly, Juliann became frightened. She felt that she was losing control, and while the pleasurable sensations could not be denied, they were new to her. Breathing heavily, she broke her kiss and looked deeply into Mike's eyes. "Oh . . Mike," she panted, "What's happening to me?. . . It feels so good when you kiss me. . . But I don't understand. I want . . . I want more. . . But I'm afraid. . . Oh-h-h-h . . . what's happening ?" Her hips were now moving with a life of their own. With each thrust and squeeze of her thighs, Juliann's breath exploded from her in a grunting sigh. The pressure on her breasts was almost un- bearable. Pulling Mike's face to her, she initiated another kiss. As she felt his tongue enter her mouth, she felt her hips drive upward. The spreading wetness between her thighs made the friction she was causing by her gyrations more exciting. Pulling Mike's tongue deep into her throat and holding it there with a sucking motion, caused her tunnel "down there" to give a squeeze, as if it was being filled by his tongue and not her mouth. This squeeze caused an explosion of feeling to spread outward until it exploded in her brain. Behind her closed eyelids, Juliann saw a thousand fireworks going off. Her hips were pumping and she grabbed Mike closer so that her breasts were mashed almost flat against him. In her desire, she broke the kiss and began to cry out. "Oh yes. . . . Y-e-e-e-s-s-s-s ! Uh . . . uh . . . ple-e-a-a-s Oh . . Mike, . . what are you doing to me. Oh . . . please oh . . oh ... oh !" Gasping and crying out, her hips gave a final jerk and she felt herself give a final squeeze of her thighs as she experienced her first climax. CHAPTER 2 Sitting with Mike's arms around her with her head buried in his shoulder, Juliann slowly returned to a more normal state. Her breath- ing slowed and the exciting feelings had had coursed through her body subsided. The weakness in her belly, and the ache in her breasts stayed however, and Juliann decided that these sensations were wonder- ful enough for now. Holding Mike and being held filled her with a won- derful feeling of belonging and love. Once her senses had settled down, she moved away from Mike and looked at him. He was gazing at her with a look of intense longing that made her feel weak all over again. Placing his hands on her shoulders, he pulled her close and began kissing her once more. As his lips moved on hers, and his tongue probed her mouth, she felt his hands pass lightly over her sweater. With a gentle tug, he placed his hands under her sweater and moved them lightly over her belly, and upward until they each were laying lightly on her breasts. The shock of feeling his hands moving on her flesh caused Juliann to push him away, but his hands did not move from their place under her sweater. ~ "Mike, please," she said breathlessly, "don't. Don't spoil things. . . I'm . . . afraid. . . . Please . . don't . . touch me . . . there." Even in her own ears, she sounded less than convincing. His answer to her was to increase the pressure of his hands, and to slowly begin to squeeze her breasts. With his palms pushing the nipples in- wards, and his fingers kneading the flesh - he was sending flashes of sensation through her that started at her breasts and moved downward to the place between her thighs. Her hips began their spasmodic jerking again, and despite the very real fear that she felt, Juliann closed her eyes and moaned: "Oh yes . . . yes. Mike, what are you doing to me now. It makes . . . me . . feel . . so . . good. Oh . . . don't, we mustn't. . . . Please, . . . that . . feels . . . so-o-o-o good." With light pressure, Mike started to push her backward on the seat. Although she knew that she really should not allow it, Juliann felt powerless to do anything. Her heart was pounding, and the pet- ting of her breasts was making her feel soooo good. Laying stretched out on the seat of the car, Juliann looked up at Mike and in a gasping breath asked him to kiss her some more. While their lips joined and their tongues probed, Juliann was hardly aware that Mike was raising her sweater, and exposing her torso. The cool air brushing across her belly was the first sign that she was laying open to his gaze. Next she felt his hands working their way underneath the cups of her bra, and she was almost ready to push him away, when his hand closed on her breast and he gently trapped her nipple between his thumb and fingers. Pulling and gently twisting the nipple made Juliann almost swoon with pleasure. By now her hips had really begun to jerk around, and she could feel the wetness spreading from her tun- nel. By twisting, Mike was able to move the bra so that her breasts were no longer covered at all. Raising up from their kiss, he gazed at the twin orbs and the erect nipples that seemed to be pointing right at him. Juliann tried to cover herself with her hands, but Mike quickly grabbed her wrists and placed her hands beside her on the seat. Murmur- ing his love for her, her continued to pet one breast while placing his mouth over the other. Kissing it and sucking the nipple caused such intense desire to go crashing through her, that Juliann thought she would die from joy. "Oh . . . yes, . . . yes, . . . yes !" she cried. "Oh, . . please . . . don't. . . It . . feels . . . too good. We have to . . stop. OH, . . . OH, . . OH . . . YE-E-E-S-S-S !!" Juliann was on the very brink of another orgasm, but no matter how much Mike kissed and suckled, she was unable to reach the release point that she was seeking. Pulling Mike over to her, she felt his full weight laying upon her body. His mouth was still locked onto her breast, and she was panting and moaning in delight. As her hips rose and fell she came in contact with the hardness in his pants. The first time that his hardness rubbed against her crotch, an electric shock shot through the aching nub of flesh that was at the top of her mound. Mike began a slow grinding of his hips, and very soon was able to match the rhythm of Juliann's hips. Each time that her hips touched his crotch he thought that he would burst. His penis had grown so large that it actually hurt, trapped there within the confines of his trousers and jockey shorts. By raising himself from her, he was able to yank his zipper down and free his cock. Juliann felt Mike moving his hardness against her and the only thought that she had was that the contact between them must not stop. Her "whateveritwas" was pulsing and causing surges of feeling to flash through her whole body; and it was best when Mike's hardness pushed against it. The two young people continued to grind and rub against each other until Juliann felt the onrush of climax once again. Looking down between their moving bodies, she was surprised to see Mike's cock rubbing against her through her jeans. As she felt the final rush to climax begin, Mike cried out deep in his throat and and pushed himself against her one last time. As Juliann watched, his cock began to jerk and a creamy fluid shot from the hole in the end upwards until it saturated her belly and breasts. This sight was too much for Juliann. As he sprayed her body with his fluid, she felt her tunnel flexing and grasping in wanting, as if it needed to feel the spray deep inside. Juliann felt her hips move in a manner that would have surely drawn his cock all the way in. This climax that was now crashing around her was more intense than she thought possible. Aroused beyond caring, she ground her hips into Mike's and cried out in her own release. "Oh . . my . . god. . . please . . please . . please . . stop. it's too much. I . . want . . I . . . want . . . so-o-o-o much. Yes . . yes . . Good . . . good . . . take . . . me . . now. I need . . it . . . so-o-o-o much. . . Y-y-y-e-e-e-s-s-s-s." Laying together on the seat, Mike and Juliann spoke of their love as they came back from the dreamy and wonderful place that they had been together. Mike felt that he had started Juliann on her way to understanding what loving was all about. Surprised, but glad, that she was as passionate as she had shown - he vowed once again that he would not rush things with her. Murmuring his love for her, he continued to stroke her body until she fell asleep. Juliann lay in Mike's arms and worried that she had gone too far. The passion that had flooded her body was only slowly subsiding and each touch of his hands was a reminder to her of how wonderful she had felt. She vowed, for her part, that she was still a nice girl, and that she was still a long way from "going all the way." Until she decided that she was ready to take that step, she would enjoy petting and touching - but only above the waist and sitting up. She still remembered with mixed fear and longing the grasping of her tunnel as she watched Mike's climax. As she drifted off to sleep in his arms, she sighed with contentment as he gently stroked her body. CHAPTER 3 In the week after the dance and the session at Lovers' Lane, Juliann did a lot of thinking. While she knew that she was not ready to "go all the way", even with Mike, she could not deny the arousal the she had experienced. Just thinking about it could cause her breath to pant and her nipples to swell. To intensify the rush of feeling, she took to wearing no bra, so that her breasts and nipples were always in contact with the fabric. Whenever she moved,the fric- tion caused her nipples to harden. This was almost always followed by a slowly spreading dampness in her crotch. Juliann found that she was able to maintain a constant low level state of arousal simply by walking or moving about. In class or in the library when she crossed her legs, the jerking of her thighs and spreading of feeling from her crotch outward almost caused her to cry out. Only by exercising discipline was she able to concentrate on any- thing other than her body and the intense feelings of rapture that it was capable of producing. On the other hand, Juliann didn't want to go further than she had so far. She was able to attain the release of climax just fine, and she was truly frightened by the thought of "going all the way" While the memory of Mike's cock jerking and spewing its juices caused a reaction in her still, she was not ready to allow the invasion of her body by anyone or anything. The size and hardness of his organ, Juliann was sure, would probably hurt her more she cared to think about. If she allowed Mike to invade her body (aside from the concern about pregnancy) she was too uncertain of how it would feel and how she would react. She was a virgin who had never placed so much as a tampon within herself, and she fully intended to maintain this present state. On subsequent dates with Mike, Juliann had allowed him to remove her bra and fondle and suckle her breasts. The "dry humping" she had not allowed to happen again. While she was fascinated by the climax- ing action, she was still frightened by the sight of his hard organ. The one time that Mike had tried to get her to touch it, she had pulled her hand away as if she had touched something hot. While she was not unaware of Mike's frustration in not attaining release, she was too frightened to do anything about it. Everything was kind of in a holding pattern,and Juliann was content until the walk in the woods that she took with Mike one Saturday. They had packed a small lunch, and after hiking for two or three hours, they stopped at the edge of a meadow to rest and eat. After eating and cleaning up, they sat back together to enjoy the day and the scenery. Juliann was leaning back against Mike, and his arms were around her and resting in her lap. Mike was kissing her hair and murmuring his love for her. Sighing with contentment, Juliann closed her eyes and rested her head on his chest. She hardly noticed when his hands moved upward and gripped each breast. Slowly kneading them through the fabric of her shirt, he could feel the hardening of her nipples under his hands. ~ Juliann moaned with pleasure and allowed him to continue. The thrill was spreading downward for her, and she decided that all she wanted was for this to continue forever. As Mike began to unbutton her shirt, she murmured in protest, but did nothing further to stop him. Slipping his hand into her shirt he gripped the nipples more firmly and began to pinch and tweak them. "Oh Mike, please. That feels so wonderful." she sighed. As he continued this manipulation, Juliann became more and more excited. She didn't notice that his other hand was resting between her legs until it began a slow and urgent kneading of her crotch. The feelings that this caused in her were very much like what she felt when she crossed her legs and squeezed - but they were much more intense. Matching the movement of her hips to the rhythm that he had started caused her to to experience a flash of climax. Gasping as she lay against him, she was only partially aware that he was removing her shirt and had reached around her back to unfasten her bra. With a start, she sat up and pulled away from him. "No Mike, we mustn't. Please don't take my clothes off. I'm not ready for that and I'm scared. Please try to understand." Delivered in a slightly breathless gasp, Juliann was less than fully convincing. Mike had managed to remove her shirt from all but one arm, and her bra was laying loose - exposing her breasts com- pletely. One look at the look of yearning and hurt in Mike's eyes, and she realized that she was being silly. Shrugging her shoulders so that the bra fell away completely, she laid back once more against Mike and guided his hand to her breast. As he continued to tease and tweak her nipples, Juliann's thighs closed around his hand, and began their jerking motion anew. She was once again climbing the peak to climax, but for some reason things weren't working right. Her breasts were fully aroused and each time that Mike manipulated her nipples, she was shot through with a surge of passion. The grip that he had on her crotch was likewise very thrilling. It was so much more arousing to move against something. But she was still unable to go the final step to climax. "Oh . . please . . . please. I . . need . . . oh . . Mike . . . I . . need . . you. Please . . . don't stop . . doing . . that. OH . . . OH . . . OH . . . yes. I'm . . . not . . . there. Oh . please . . . Mike, . . . help . . . me." Reaching down with her hands to help Mike press his hand onto her harder, Juliann caught a thumb in the snap of her jeans. The movement of her thighs on the loosened material caused the zipper to spread, and before she was aware of what was happening, she was pushing Mike's hand down into her jeans to grip her pussy with only the silkiness of her panties as a barrier. The closeness of the contact, and the cool dryness of his hand on the hot moistness of her pussy caused a new surge of feeling in her. Her mind was aware that this was further than they had ever gone before, and further than she had intended to go - but the feelings were so incredible that she blanked out her thoughts and concentrated on her enjoyment. "Mike . . Mike. . . Mike. . . Closer . . . Oh . . yes. Mmmmmm . . . that's so wonderful. Hold me tighter. Oh . . . tighter . . . Y-y-e-e- e-s-s-s. Uh . . . uh . . . uh . . . please now . . . hold me." With a thrust of her hips, Juliann climaxed as never before. There was a panting and driving aspect to this one that the others that had gone before didn't have. And as she floated down, she also, for the first time, felt a dissatisfaction that had never been there before. She had climaxed, but there was something missing. Her pussy, with Mike's hand still resting on it, was still moving in its spas- modic way. But it was her tunnel that was really not satisfied. All during her climax, it had been stretching and pulling - as if to draw Mike's hand inside. When it was still unfilled, Juliann sensed a dis- appointment and a longing that was strong enough to make her cry. She didn't know exactly why she was crying, except that she was feeling cheated and unfulfilled for the first time since they had begun their loving. She was unsure what she had to do to feel better, but she knew that until the sense of loss and longing was satisfied, she would be unable to fully share in the loving with Mike again. CHAPTER 4 Laying together on the ground, they embraced and kissed. Juliann was in turmoil. She was still aroused and disappointed. Turning to Mike she tried to explain herself to him. "Mike, I love you so very much. What you are able to do to me is so wonderful and sweet. I'm sorry that I cried, it was nothing that you did. It's just that I feel so empty. I long for I don't know what. But I'm frightened. Please be patient, and kind; but help me. Please" Mike understood and told Juliann that if she would trust him then he would make things right for her. Looking into his eyes she asked what he meant. He explained that he understood her fear to "go all the way." He promised her that he would be gentle and if she truly wanted to stop at any time then he would. They would not do anything that didn't feel good for her, and that all she had to remember was to do exactly as he said. Fearful of what he had in mind, but more frightened of losing him, Juliann agreed. So long as they did not "go all the way": "I'm really not ready for that yet, Mike. Please, love me, but not that. Not yet." Mike was agreeable because he knew that with patience every- thing would come to him. Taking her in his arms, Mike began to kiss her softly on the lips. With slowly increasing urgency he kissed her, and finally pushed his tongue into her mouth. Juliann welcomed this familiar action, and began to relax. She was still frightened of the unknown, but she loved and trusted Mike. She vowed that she would not be a baby, and would allow him to lead her and teach her about loving. Her breasts were crushed against his chest, and the nipples were being aroused by the friction with his shirt. Wondering what his chest was like, she boldly began to unbutton his shirt. As she pushed it open and pushed her breasts forward to touch him, a mini-surge of passion shot through her as her sensitive skin came into contact with his for the first time. Thrusting her tongue into his mouth, she ground her breasts against him and felt her arousal grow. Placing his hand in hers, her said: "This is your hand now, Juliann, put it where you want it to be." At first she didn't understand, but then she realized that Mike was simply being con- siderate of her - not forcing her to do more than she really wanted to do. She took his hand and placed it on her breast. Placing her hand over his, she squeezed it until he would have no doubt about what it was she wanted him to do. "Here, Mike, " she said, " put it here and make me feel good. Love me, oh love me ." As his hand began to massage and knead her tender young breast, Juliann pushed her torso forward so as to increase the level of con- tact. Feeling her acquiescence, Mike began to massage with more pur- pose, and once he felt her nipple harden under his palm, he started to tweak and tease it until he heard her begin to moan softly in arousal. ~ "What now, Juliann," he asked. "What do you want me to do next. You have to tell me so that I don't hurt you." Shaking with passion and a small amount of fear at the reaction his touch was able to set off in her, Juliann moaned deep in her throat. Taking his head in her hands, she drew it down until his lips were by the excited nipple. "Kiss me !! Suck me and Kiss me. Oh please, don't stop loving me. Kiss me, Mike, kiss me here." As his mouth closed over her breast and his tongue began a slow teasing of her nipple, Juliann felt the stirrings of arousal deep in her belly. Her hips had started a jerking motion that she knew was the harbinger of climax. She felt her breath begin to pant in an ever quickening tempo. She arched her whole body, so that the contact be- tween them could be increased, and the rush of feeling that she was experiencing could be intensified. Mike moved one hand downward until it was resting on her crotch. Once there he began a slow massage of her pussy. As she pushed her hips upward, be became bolder, and slipped his hand lower until it was well settled between her thighs, and he could feel the dampness and heat from her pussy. Finding that her jeans were inhibiting his ability to really do very much, he moved his hand and started to push her jeans lower on her thighs. Juliann wanted to protest, but the feel of his mouth on her breast was more important, so she lifted her hips, and allowed Mike to push he jeans down until they were all the way off her legs, and she was laying with her torso fully exposed, and the lower part of her body only covered by her panties. As he moved his hand aimlessly over her torso, and lower over her legs, she began to move and pant in ear- nest. She felt Mike place his hand over her pussy and begin a slow, rhythmic massage. Frightened at this new liberty he was taking, she clamped her thighs together and protested. "No, Mike. Not there, please. I'm scared. Oh . . . it feels . it . . feels . . . so-o-o-o good. Oh . . . oh . . . oh . . . please . . . stop." The spreading dampness and the grasping of her pussy told her that she really didn't want him to stop. Mike was able to insinuate a finger so that it was massaging her crack, and as he pushed against her clit with his finger, a mini-orgasm flashed through her, and in reaction she spread her thighs apart. Mike was now able to massage the length of her crack, from the clit all the way down to her virgin hole. As he moved his finger be- tween the lips of her pussy, Juliann began a slow pumping of her hips in rhythm. Her breath was now escaping in panting grunts as she felt herself being taken higher and higher towards the release of orgasm. Suddenly Mike ceased his massage and moved his hand up to massage her belly. With each touch, her belly gave a spasmodic jerk, and her pussy clamped tight on itself as if her whole lower body was inviting him to enter. Juliann was close to sensory overload. All of her senses were tuned to every little nuance, and she was aware that everything was adding to her arousal. The sound of her panting moans and Mike's mur- murs of love, the feel of his mouth and lips on her breast, the deli- cious massaging of his hand on her crotch, and finally the musky smell that was emanating upward from her pussy all served to excite her more. Raising her head and looking down at her body, she was frightened by the almost involuntary reactions that she saw. Her nipples were so erect that they seemed to be almost bigger than her breasts. The jerk- ing motion of her hips and belly seemed to be the most stimulating sight she had ever seen. Each upward movement was accompanied by a stretch and opening of her virgin hole. Each downward movement was accompanied by a closing and grasping. Together they made her cry out with longing and passion. Mike moved his hand to the elastic band of her panties, and very gently started to move under them. Juliann was shocked out of her passion by this impending invasion, and she grabbed his wrist with both hands. She didn't say anything, but just looked at him imploringly. Mike moved his fingers at the top of her crack, and was able to just barely touch the nub of passion. Massaging and teasing it caused Juliann's hips to jerk and move uncontrollably. Although she really didn't want him to go further, the jerking and dancing of her body that his touch caused was too in- sistent. Without really being aware of what it was she was doing, Juliann pushed his hand further into her panties and placing her hand over his, held it there. Pumping her hips madly and clutching Mike's hand to her aroused pussy, Juliann crashed towards climax. Her pussy was pumping, and the opening and closing of her hole as if it was trying to draw something inside was the final push that she need to climax. "Mike . . . love me, . . . oh . . . oh . . . . oh . . . . . ah-h-h- h. . . . Yessss . . . . that's right . . . . yes . . . please . . . love me. Oh, . . . what are you doing to me ? Oh, oh, . . . please. . . . I . .can't . . breathe . . . Oh, . . . yes . . Mike, now. Hold me, . . . oh . . . harder. . . . There . . now, . . . please . . . now . Uh . . . . uh . . . . uh . . . . oh-h-h-h . . . .ye-e-e-e-s-s-s-s." CHAPTER 5 As Juliann lay with her eyes closed waiting for her breathing to return to normal, Mike removed his own shirt and trousers. He somehow realized that Juliann was not ready to take the final step of complete nakedness, thus he left his shorts on; as he had left her panties on. Laying down next to her once again, he laid his head on her chest so as to be able to kiss her breasts and nipples. One hand he laid on her pussy, but inside her panties, where it had been when she had climaxed. He kept it still, but made sure to place the tip of a finger against her clit. Mike didn't want her to come down completely from her climax, but rather to stay in a state of continuous arousal. He didn't want to frighten her, but at the same time he didn't want to have to cover ground that had already been won. Juliann opened her eyes and looked at Mike laying on her. The weight of his head on her chest was as comforting as the feel of his hand in her panties was frightening. Remembering how she had reacted to his touch caused her to blush and she reached down and tried to move his hand away. As she touched his hand, a finger gave a teasing dig to her clit that caused her to jerk in reaction. Instead of removing his hand, Juliann placed her hand over his while at the same time moving his head so that his lips could close around her nipple. Her arousal began almost immediately, but with the experience gained, she was able to slow it and keep it in some control. Thus, instead of a rapid climb to climax, she was able to experience a more gradual arousal. This allowed her to be able to analyze and enjoy more than she ever had before. "Oh, Mike you wonderful man. You know I love you. Please, we should stop before we can't. Oh . . yes, . . . that feels so-o-o- o nice. . . . Suck it Mike, . . . suck it. Oh, . . . no. Don't touch me there. . . I . . . can't . . . uh . . . . . . uh . . . uh . . . control . . . it. Oh, Mike . . . stop." Mike had to let his growing and stiffening cock out. The pain that was being caused by the constricting of his shorts was becoming a distraction. Keeping his hand on Juliann's pussy, and massaging her clit all the while, he raised himself onto his knees and pulled his cock out through the opening in his shorts. The engorged organ was right at eye level for Juliann and she was able only to stare at it with passion glazed eyes. With each touch of Mike's finger on her clit, and each passage of the same finger down the length of her crack, Juliann was becoming more and more conscious of the fact that she was again losing control of the situation. The sight of his maleness, rather than causing the normal instinc- tive reaction of fear; this time caused Juliann to view it with fas- cination and (though she would not admit it) a longing deep within her. As she gazed at it, she felt a deep stretching and grasping within her virgin tunnel that was almost unbearable in its intensity. As if in a trance, Juliann reached up and touched it. Warm to the touch, Juliann thought that it felt like fine marble. It was hard and so thick that she was barely able to close her fist around it. The head was a purplish color, with a little hole at the end which was opening and closing, as if winking at her. Moving her hand lightly on it caused it to jerk in her hand. Seeing this, Juliann decided that if Mike could make her jerk in passion, that she should do the same for him. Moving her hand rhythmi- cally up and down the shaft, caused it to jerk in her hand as if she was giving it electrical shocks. Each jerk seemed to answered by her own body with a spasm deep in her tunnel. Becoming aroused by the sight and feel of his organ as well as by Mike's ministrations to her pussy, Juliann became concerned only when a clear fluid began to leak from the hole at the tip. At the same time that Mike's cock was causing Juliann to be con- cerned and to question the advisability of what she was doing, Mike's exploratory massage of her crack had caused his fingers to contact the opening of her hole. The opening actually grasped the tip of his finger, and tried to draw them in. Each time he moved his fingers close to the opening, it grasped at them. When he allowed them to enter just a little, the grasped and tried to draw him in further. He kept them moving however, not wanting to scare Juliann by going too fast. ~ Juliann's reaction when she felt Mike's fingers start to enter her was one of fright. Realizing that she was enjoying the sight and feel of his cock too much, she let go of it and raised herself to see what Mike was doing to her. His hands inside her panties were moving up and down on her pussy; teasing the clit on the up stroke and slightly entering her hole on the downstroke. Her hips were raising to meet each downstroke, and she could feel her hole grasping and drawing on his fingers each time that the con- tact was started. She felt his fingers moving downward once again, and consciously this time, she pushed her hips upward. The unexpected thrust caught Mike by surprise, and his fingers entered her further than he had planned. In fact, he felt the tip hit against her virgin barrier. The walls of the tunnel grasped his fingers like a fist; and then Juliann clamped her thighs together and imprisoned his fingers within her. "Mike, . . oh . . . stop. You can't . . . do that . . . to . . me. . . It's . . . not right. . . Oh . . . yes. . . . That hurt, . . oh . . why did . . . it hurt ? . . . Mike, . . . it's not right . . . to do . . this. Oh, . . . you promised. . . . Make . . me . . stop, . . . I don't . . . know what . . . to do. . . I feel . . . you . . . filling . . . me . . . and . . . it's . . . good. . . . So-o-o-o . . . gooood. . . . Yes, . . . now . . . now . . . It's . . . coming, . . . oh . . . now . . I'm . . . co-o-om-m-m-m-mingggg." Thrusting her hips and grasping his fingers in her pussy, Juliann was doing all the work. But it was finally too much for Mike. As Juliann thrashed about under him, Mike decided that he could wait no longer. Quickly spreading her thighs and removing his hand, he pulled and twisted her panties until they were in tatters on her hips, but at last her pussy was fully exposed to his gaze and whatever else. Quickly positioning himself between her opened thighs, Mike lowered himself and started to insert his cock into her hole. ~ Juliann was on the very brink of orgasm when Mike removed his hand and fingers from her trusting and grasping pussy. It took her only a few seconds to realize that something was not going as she was expecting. Opening her eyes, she saw Mike poised over her body. Look- ing down she saw her upraised pussy laying spread and (she wouldn't admit it) ready. As she felt the tip of his cock touch her hole, she felt it begin to stretch itself in welcome. There was a deep longing within her that she knew could only be satisfied by his cock. She would have given in and allowed him to take her, except that a final fear of pain (his cock was so large that she feared that she would be torn apart by it) and the fact that neither of them had thought of birth control. "Oh . . . no Mike. . . We can't. . . . Stop, . . you promised. It . . . hurts, . . . oh no . . . don't . . put it in. . . You're hurting. . . Oh . . . what is . . . it . . . doing . . . to me. . . I want . . . it and . . . need you . . so . . bad . . but . . no Mike. . . . Stop ! . . . Oh . . . yes, . . . a . . . little . . . deeper . . . Yes . . . move it. . . . Oh . . . what . . . was that ? . . . It hurts . . . oh . . . hurts . . Take . . it . . out, . . . please." The grasping and pulling of her virgin hole as the organ entered her was uncontrollable. Each movement of his cock caused her to try to pull him in further. She had almost forgotten her fear and reluc- tance when he hit against her maidenhead. The stretching was so sharp that all thoughts of passion fled her. Pushing him and drawing her knees up, she was able to expel him from her hole. As he withdrew, however, her pussy grasped and pulled at him one final time. This grasping caused him to climax and spew his juice all over her belly and breasts. Juliann, watching his come spatter out became truly frightened. She harshly pushed him away, and turned onto her stomach so that he could do nothing further to her. She was sorry that she had allowed things to go so far. At the same time, the reflexive but diminishing grasping and pumping of her hips caused an unexpected feeling of regret. Frustrated because she had not reached her climax, and angry that Mike had tried to go too far, and angry that she had stopped and been a baby - Juliann's feelings were in turmoil. Speaking to Mike, without looking at him, she said that she wasn't yet ready "to go all the way" but that she still loved him and if he would be patient with her all little longer then he would not be sorry. CHAPTER 6 Juliann did not see Mike for several days. She knew that Mike was angry with her. He was very frustrated at her actions, and she had to admit to herself that she had acted as something of a tease. She hadn't meant to tease him. They had agreed that when she wanted to stop, they would. At the same time, she realized that she had been unfair to Mike, and that the next step was up to her. She would either have to decide to "go all the way" or she would have to stop getting into loving situations with Mike. To continue the kissing and the petting without any hope of going further was unfair to him; and, she suspected, was not doing her a lot of good either. She was frustrated, and no matter how much she tried, she was unable to satisfy the ache of longing that she felt deep in- side everytime that she thought of Mike and how they had acted there in the woods. Juliann had even tried masturbation. While it had solved some of her problem, the climaxes that it gave her were much less than those she had experienced with Mike, and each succeeding one left her less and less satisfied. She finally decided that she must allow herself to let go, and to have Mike make her a woman. After visiting a friendly doctor, and starting to take her birth control, she called Mike and invited him over to her house for a swim. Mike was wary of Juliann and allowing her to frustrate him more than he already was. He truly cared for her, and didn't want to hurt her, but enough was enough. He decided on the way to her house that they would either end their relationship now or they would stop acting like kids and make love like adults. He had a speech all prepared for her, but it flew right out of his head when he had his first glimpse of her as she opened the door. Standing dressed in only a brief and revealing bikini, she opened the door wide,and invited him into the house. Closing the door behind him, she took him in her arms and kissed him lightly but teasingly - allowing her tongue to flint lightly across his lips. "Mike darling, how have you been ?" she asked. "Come on in and relax. I know that things have been rough for you, but I hope that today we can solve all of those problems. No, don't say anything yet, lover. I have to say this now or I won't get it out. I truly love you, and I think that I want you. Please be patient and gentle. I want it as much as you, and I'm scared. Go slow, and we'll see what happens. Please, Mike, love me and don't hurt me. I want it to be good. " She turned, ran to a chair and fell into it. Covering her face with her hands she began to sob from embarrassment and fear. Mike went to her and gently stroked her hair. Murmuring his love, he told her that he would take care of her and that she should not be afraid. Sob- bing, she turned and pulled him to her and buried her head in his chest. Begging him to be gentle, she sobbed: "oh, Mike. I want you so bad. That time in the woods when you were inside of me frightened me so, and it hurt. But even then I knew that I wanted you. Not now, but later, will you make a woman of me, Please? I am so full of longing for you that I think I will die if you don't." Mike pulled her to her feet and turned her until they were facing each other. Placing his hands on her shoulders, he pulled her close, until their bodies were touching. Initiating a kiss, he allowed her to take the lead by putting her tongue into his mouth. Increasing the pressure of his kiss, he held her molded to his body until he began to feel her stiffening nipples begin to press against his chest. Step- ping back, he began to strip to his swimming trunks. Juliann watched through half closed eyes. As he stood erect, her gaze dropped to his crotch and the growing bulge between his legs. A mental picture of what that bulge meant flashed through her mind, and she was fascinated to see that this caused a tight feeling in her belly that spread slowly down wards. Placing his hands on her waist, Mike drew her to him and they once again began to kiss. Their hips were touching and Juliann felt a stirring and growing stiffness against her crotch. In a return of fear, she tried to draw away, but Mike's hands on her waist pulled her and held her close, as his hips began a light grinding motion into hers. Taking one hand from her waist, Mike moved it between their bodies until it cupped around one of her breasts. Slowing squeezing and massaging it caused the nipple to press into his palm through the flimsy material of her bathing suit. When Juliann felt his hand on her breast, she began to pant and jerk with a growing and all encompassing passion. Mike's hand on her breast, and the the movement of his hips against her was becoming too much. "Mike, oh Mike. . . .Yess, . . . that's it . . . my darling. Go slow, but don't stop. . . . Oh, . . . that . . . feels . . . so nice . . Mike, . . . oh . . . please." Reaching behind her back, she untied the string that held up the top of her bikini and allowed it too fall away. Her now exposed breasts, and their aroused nipples were laid bare to his gaze. A sharp intake of breath on his part showed that he approved of them. Juliann grasped his head in her hands and drew his mouth to one of them. Pushing forward, she inserted it into his mouth and moaned deep in her throat as she felt him begin to suckle and kiss. The growing stiffness that he was rubbing between her thighs, com- bined with his kissing of her breasts was taking Juliann towards climax sooner than she was ready for. She did not want to loose con- trol yet, but the onrush was too strong to ignore. "Oh-h-h-h . . . Mi-i-i-k-k-k-ke . . . . not yet, . . . please not yet. . . I want . . . to wait . . . please. No-o-o-o . . . . stop . . . please. I want to wait for us to go together." She pulled away from him, and stood back panting and almost fall- ing from the intensity of her passion. Gazing at him, and especially aware of the bulge in his trunks, Juliann ran from the room, out to the patio and did a running dive into the pool. She was followed closely by Mike, and they met at the steps at the end of the pool and began to kiss once more. Juliann laid back and allowed the water and Mike's arms to hold her up. His kisses were passionate and tender at the same time. As Juliann became more aroused, but now in control of her passions, she allowed his hands to explore and pet her body. She kept her thighs clamped firmly together, telling Mike to be patient and keep doing what he was doing. When she had finally gained a level of composure where she believed that she would be in control, she climbed out of the water and looking to be sure that Mike was following her, walked over to a grassy area where she had spread a towel to lie on. Turning to Mike, she hooked her thumbs in the top of her suit and slowly pulled it downward, finally exposing her whole naked self to his hungry gaze. Standing before him, and feeling his eyes upon her, she began to blush and grow fearful once again. Mike approached her and she held him away and explained to him what she wanted them to do. "Mike, darling, here's how we will continue. I will lay down here on the towel, and I want you to make love to me like we have before. Leave your trunks on for now, I'll take them off you later. PLEASE, Mike, make it good for me. Please." The last came out as a wail of fear and desire. She flopped back onto the towel, and reasserting her modesty, she covered her breasts with one arm, while half turning her hips away from his gaze. Mike joined her on the towel, and began a gentle massage of her back; allowing his hands to wander lower each time. As he felt the rigidness of fear leave her slowly, he gradually turned her over onto her back and feasted his eyes upon her body. Never stopping the strok- ing of her body, he paid more attention to the treasures that lay be- tween her legs than anything else. She was once more beginning to breath in panting gasps, and finally she allowed his hands to spread her thighs so that they could have access to the dampening folds of her pussy. Changing from a cir- cular stroking motion to one that moved up and down on her pussy, Mike felt her begin to move under him and in rhythm to his massage. Stroking down her crack, Mike inserted just the tip of his finger on each stroke, before withdrawing it and moving upward to tease and stroke her clit. Each time he moved his hand and fingers on her, he could feel her resistance melt a little more. Conscious of her fear, he vowed to go slow, and do nothing more without a firm go ahead from her. She had convinced herself of what she wanted, now all that was necessary was a gentle hand to lead her the final way. Juliann's old fear was returning. She turned away from Mike so that she could take the time to think things over a little. His strok- ing and rubbing of her back was melting the tension that she felt and making her almost purr with pleasure. As she began to relax, she real- ized that the time for being a baby was over. Allowing him to turn her over onto her back, she closed her eyes and allowed her senses to take over. His hand stroking downward to her pussy was gentle and insistent at the same time. As he grasped her thighs and spread them she began to pant in anticipation and fear. He placed his hand on her pussy and commenced a stroking that touched all the most sensitive places. Her lips were swollen and grasped at his finger as it moved up and down. Each time he fondled her clit she gave an involuntary jerk. Each time his finger touched the opening to her tunnel, it grasped and tried to pull it in. Shaking with mounting passion, she began to implore him: "Oh,. . . please . . . love me Mike . . . just love me. . . . Uh . . . . that's the place . . . yes . . . that's . . . so nice. Mike. . . please . . . . you're driving . . . me . . . . crazy when . . . you touch . . . me . . . there . . . Oh . . . I'm . . getting wet . . . I can . . . feel it . . . Oh . . . you're . . . sliding so . . . nice . . . Put your . . . finger into . . . me, please . . . I want . . . to feel . . . your . . . finger . . . in . . . me . . . . Y-y-y-e-e-e-s- s-s." As his finger entered her tunnel, she shook with excitement. She could feel her tunnel grasping at the invader and trying to pull it in deeper. As Mike began a rhythmic insert-withdraw motion with his finger, she willed her hips to match his motion. "Yes, darling. . . . that's . . . the way . . . Move it . . . more . . . oh . . . faster. . . . faster. Uh . . . uh . . . . uh. I feel . . . so hot,. . . . Mike. . . . Oh, . . . what you . . . do to . . . me. Oh . . . y-y-e-e-s-s . . . that's . . . . good. Deeper . . . . put it . . . . in . . . deeper . . . I . . . really . . . need you . . . to . . . please Mike . . . deeper." Mike followed her directions, and speeded up the in and out mo- tion of his finger. He inserted it until it was lightly striking her barrier. Each time he hit it, Juliann grunted in mingled pain and desire. He could feel that it was stretching with each stroke, but he was careful to not break it. Juliann was rocking on the brink of climax, and he intended that she be the one to initiate the next move. Juliann was in the throes of a climax that would not end. As aroused as she was, and as good as the finger that was probing her in- sides felt, she was unable to reach the final plateau. Reaching down with one hand, she grasped Mike's tool through the material of his trunks. Reaching her hand inside, she began to pull and stroke him in her urgency. Pushing his trunks out of her way, she grasped his balls, and began to stroke them. Pulling him towards her, she moaned to him of her need. "Please, Mike, now ! . . . I need you . . . oh . . . please. Make me a woman . . . Put . . . it into . . . me . . . Mike, oh please . . . I need . . . to feel . . . you . . . inside . . . of me . . . Ple-e- a-a-s-s-e-e-e . . . oh please . . . Mike . . . Take me now . . . oh . . . ta-a-a-a-k-k-k-ke me." Pushing his trunks off, Mike positioned himself between her thighs. Lifting her knees, he spread her thighs wide so as to have a clear shot at the target. Juliann lay under him, her head tossing from side to side and her body jerking in passion and fear. Lowering himself, he placed the head of his cock at the entrance to her tunnel, and moved his hips forward just enough that the head of his cock was firmly embedded in her. Juliann was panting in anticipation and fear. She could feel Mike kneeling between her legs, and as he moved forward, the shifting of his weight almost caused her to cry out. She was ready, oh so ready for him, she knew. But she was still frightened of the pain and the unknown. She opened her eyes and looked down at their bodies, now almost joined. "Oh Mike. . . . you're so . . . big . . I'm scared . . . of being hurt . . . Oh . . . no . . . I can't . . . do . . . this . . . Yyeeesss . . . there . . . that's right . .. I feel . . . you now. . . . Oh . . . it's . . . soo-o-o . . . big . . . I'm stretching . . . It doesn't . . . hurt. It feels . . . . good. Mike . . . darling . . . move it . . . That's right . . . in and out . . . is the . . . best . . . Deeper now . . . oh . . . that's . . . goo-o-o-od . . . What's that . . . You're hurting me . . . oh . . . stop . . . Faster . . . oh . . . faster . . . I'm . . . coming . . . Don't . . . stop . . . faster . . . faster . . . . oo-o-o-h-h-h-h." As he moved his hips in short fast stokes, Juliann crashed to climax. Her pussy grasped at him, and almost caused him to come him- self. Juliann felt him jerk inside of her, and she clamped her pussy tight so that he couldn't leave her. Once her climax was over she thought that things were done, but before she was able to rest, he began a slow and ever deepening strok- ing of her pussy. Juliann began to climb towards climax once more, aware that this one would be the best ever. Each stroke caused the tip of his cock to hit against and stretch her barrier. Each time she felt it stretch a sharp pain shot through her. Moaning in fear and pain, she said "Mike, it hurts too much . . . Oh . . . please . . . it hurts . . . I don't want . . . to stop . . . but . . . it hurts . . . too . . . much to go on . . . Please . . . Mike . . . stop . . . Help . . . me, oh . . . help . . . me . . Oh . . . it hurts." Feeling more pain than passion, Juliann lay under the onslaught of his thrusts and moaned in pain and fear as Mike continued the as- sault on her virginity. Mike was not going to stop, but in a flash of inspiration, he reached his hand between her thighs, and when he had found her clit with his finger, he began to stroke it in rhythm with his thrusts into her pussy. The teasing of her clit caused Juliann's hips to jerk in response. Mike's fondling was so expert, that before she was aware of what was happening, her hips were moving in rhythm with his and the probing of her pussy was growing less painful. As her passion mounted, she became aware that the only thing that was important was not the pain, but rather the filling of her pussy by his cock. She knew that he was not yet filling her all the way. Moving her hips to meet his thrusts, she cried out in want and passion: "Mike . . . take me . . . now . . . Yes . . . harder . . . deeper . . . Oh-h-h-h-h . . . don't stop . . . Yes . . . take me. It hurts . . . oh . . . hurts . . . so bad . . . Take . . .me, take . . . me . .take me-e-e-e-e." Mike thrust forward and down just as Juliann raised her hips off the blanket in mixed passion and pain. This caused Mike's cock to break through and bury itself to the hilt in her pussy. As Juliann cried out in pain, her pussy grasped and pulled at this invader. Juliann felt as if she was being torn in half, but yet with each passing moment, the important thing was the feeling of being filled and the rising passion that she was feeling. Mike's cock was buried in her so deep that she could feel his balls slapping against her ass as he began to thrust and withdraw. As Juliann felt the onrush of her climax she once again began to babble of her love and joy. "Oh Mike . . . it . . . hurts so . . . bad . . . Oh . . . I feel you . . . filling me and . . . I think . . . that I'll be . . . torn . . . apart . . . You're . . . so-o-o-o-o . . . big . . . Oh . . . I'm no longer . . . a virgin . . . anymore. . .Yes . . . move now . . . In and out . . . in and out . . . in . . out . . . in . . . out . . . now . . . in all . . . the way . . . Oh-h-h-h . . . that's good . . . Deeper . . . . go deeper . . . Yes-s-s-s-s . . . that's the . . . place . . . Oh . . . Mike, faster now . . . deeper . . . and faster . . . I'm coming . . . Please . . . come too . . . Shoot . . . me full . . . I feel . . you . . . moving . . . and jerking . . . Oh . . . . y-e-e-s-s-s All the . . . way . . . now . . . now . . . now . . . Uh . . uh . . . uh . . . uh . . . no-o-o-w-w-w Mike . . . Take me- e-e-A-a-a-h-h-h-h." With a final upward thrust of her hips, Juliann climaxed just as she felt Mike jerking and spraying within her. Her tunnel grasped at him and pulled him deeper. Throwing her legs around his body, she held him within her until she felt the last of his juices splashing against her inner self. Juliann threw her head from side to side and cried out in passion as wave after wave of ecstasy washed over her. Crying out his name again and again, she locked her legs around him as she felt his cock jerk and spasm within her. Her tunnel grasped and pulled at his cosk as it tried to draw it even deeper inside untll she felt its tip push against her womb. Even the pain of having her virginity taken was for- gotten in her need to make the wonderful feelings she was experiencing last longer. Pushing her hips upward, Juliann attempted to increase the total feeling of touching and belonging as she pulled Mike's mouth to her swollen nipple and pleaded with him. Uh, uh, uh, . . . Mike, . . . oh, you lover. . . please don't stop,. . . keep it in me . . . deeper . . . move it . . . oh, yes de-e-e-ep er-r-r-r . . . please . . . yes, that's it . . . now more . . . give me more . . . oh, please don't stop . . . uh . . . uh . . . uh . . . With each upward thrust of her hips, Juliann felt Mike push for- ward, until the bodies crashed together. As they raced their bodies, she could feel her tunnel opening to receive him, the inner flesh grasping and kissing against his hardness. Each time he passed the area where her maidenhead had been, she gave an involuntary wince of pain. Even that was bearable, for as his cock pushed forward and deeper, she felt the impending climax coming once again. Oh . . . oh . . . oh . . . Mike. Please . . faster. . . uh . . . uh . . . now. Yes. . yes . . now, de-e-e-ep-er . . oh God, now . . make it good, Ple-e-e-e-a-a-a-s-s-s-s. Juliann's body strained upward to meet Mike's thrusts, until she felt his rod jerk and spew its juices deep into her. The hardness of his tool deep inside her made the final climax more intense than any- thing that she had ever felt before. Tossing her head from side to side and moaning, she finally got the release that she needed. Lying in each other's arms, the two lovers murmurred their love for each other, before slipping off to sleep. -- As the poets have mournfully sung, Death takes the innocent young, The rolling in money, the screamingly funny, And those who are very well hung.