so ya.. thinking..
actually thought of this a long time ago..
figured i'd write it down.. machetes..

man these caffine pills are really something..
feel like motherfuckin paul erdos this morning..

statements of things.. right.. ideas.. right?
i have collections of statements.. like old people collect stamps
But DYNAMIC even!!
I say that because i prize them like a stamp collection.. i really like them.
like just prose that flows from my brain.. right?
like legos in a work of lego'y grandious splendor they form these ideas
its kinda cool actually and all the while they are only theoretical somethings
and thus focuses the nature of this little terribly punctuated rambling
ideas and interpretation i guess..

a guy i dont know wrote about it once.. interepretation of instance
i thought it was pretty awesome actually.. i'll spare you the quotations
he lives still, and adoration sounds gay, and im not up for ridicule
but ya.. iterpretation and instance.. its kinda like interpretation and idea
but is the physical form of an idea.  Kinda like a C Macro y'know.. as 
opposed to like say a class.. or for the sake of c we'll say a struct..
like the macro is just a macro ya.. pass it arguments and it'll eat and spit
out a result (depending on the macro of course, for the sake of this we'll
say it does return something).  But like a in a struct.. you can access
member elements and whatnot without actually preforming any specific action..
so we'll say this

struct { char idea[100]; } blah;
and a classic
#define NELEMS(array) (sizeof(array) / sizeof(array[0]))

well because of the nature of people.. they look at the shit
and like.. they think.. omfg MACRO -- REACT..
and they see like blah.idea[0] and they're like.. STRUCT -- STORE AND NEGLECT
well.. thats some serious bullshit
it doesn't really prove much but it leads to some pretty strong inference on
my behalf..

people neglect to intrepret ideas and react because it seems to preserve
the status quo.. and thats acceptable by most people.  It has to end up
with actions being the motivating factor before anyone really gets moving.

like #define NAZI() ( printf("FUCK FUCK HIEL HITLORRR") )

and people run to go kill the nazis.. not really that bad kinda if you think
about it.  As opposed to the alternative which is strict reactionary action
to combat free thought.. but exceptions are becomming self-evident..

dead kennedys right..
soup is good food..
excellent song in which jello kinda touches on what im getting at (and yes.. jello is the dudes name..)

Begin Song Exerpt:
The unions agree
'Sacrifices must be made'
Computers never go on strike
To save the working man you've got to put him out to pasture
:End Song Exerpt

well.. seriously.. that rings a bell when you think about the limitless possibilities of logic gates..
and you think of words uttered in the past.. like "how could we be so stupid"
well.. i see it kinda plainly.. there are ideas that demand action
but everyone is so pasturized into thinking in terms of macros that
everyone neglects the important things in favor of ones they rule on with
judgement, rather than intelligence.. and even then, only to a tiny degree..
its sad y'know.
I hope we dont kill each other, or get eaten by robots, or both..
but boy.. the past doesn't reflect optimism much on the now..
I dunno.. kinda wish it did.

eDfGr33n
"pbbt"

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